lightning in life Vipassana

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I went to Dhamma Thali, Jaipur… in the middle of Aravali hills, away from the city noise. Jungle all around, peacocks dancing, squirrels running, butterflies flying, dew drops sitting on leaves. I always loved nature but this time I actually lived it… not just saw, I felt it.

It was very difficult for me to go there. So many questions and doubts. 

Should I go? 

Will I be able to stay? 

And what if I stay? 

But there was something that connected me and I was drawn towards it.

Meditating 10+ hours every day… sitting in one place for hours, body paining, mind running, back hurting. 

At first I thought “why am I here?” but slowly something changed. This technique… so old, re-taught by Buddha… it makes you look inside, feel yourself. 

How temporary this world is, how the body is just vibrations, waves coming and going, every moment changing. You see it, you feel it, 

you live it.

It didn’t gonna give me sudden progress… but it gave me peace. It taught me equanimity… to not run behind cravings, to not push away pain. To just observe.

जीवन में माना नहीं, जाना मैने पहली बार।

I didn’t miss my phone, didn’t miss coffee, didn’t even miss food. I missed family, some friends, music, books. That also taught me something — importance of people, and also the art of detachment.

Inner Silence for weeks, 

no phone, 

no distractions — just me, my thoughts, 

my breath, the present moment. 

Vipassana… 10 days of no talking, 

no eye contact, no music, no writing, no books. Just sitting, watching, feeling.

Knowing about “living in the moment” and actually living it are two very different things. Quotes, books, lectures — all words. 

But when you sit with yourself, when you really feel the moment… time stops. Peace comes. Completeness comes. That peace you keep searching outside… it’s already inside. You just need to find the door.

Remember… you are not a drop in the ocean. You are the whole ocean in a drop.